As I mentioned, most of my acting out (since being married) has been online with a particular man. Things have been happening in real life that have kept me away from the computer when I usually meet up with him. That is ok. I have not missed it as much as I thought I would. However, I am anxiety-ridden because in the past I have sent him explicit photos. None of them show my face, but my husband would surely recognize me. He also has my home phone number, real name etc., because I am an idiot. He has not given me anything that would allow me to track him down. I fear angering him by ignoring him and having him lash out with the photos. He claims he has deleted them all. If he is married, as I suspect, maybe he has. Still, it scares the hell out of me. How can I make peace with the idea that the risk is worth it?