I am sorry to hear, but please don't give up. See a dr. for depression and as for the food try to take baby steps, find a place where you can get face to face support. I go to TOPS, it is a great place to get support.
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Here is a big hug to help you thru the day

Thank you so much. I just feel desperate

Please don't hate yourself; that does no good. Until I stopped being down on myself I had no luck in changing. I agree with Rose on the baby steps. My first was to stop candy bars and pop. Second was to start walking. Once you take little steps you know will help you actually start getting motivated and feeling better about yourself. I agree with the Tops as well. It is the least pricey of all the options I've found. An initial small membership fee then just $4/mo. Another thing you might try is Lean Cuisine meals. If you watch for sales you can get them for $2.50 apiece and they taste just as good or better than regular meals.

Stay strong...Bob

It's comforting realising I'm not alone in my struggle. I've realised how much my addiction and possible depression has influenced my life

me too! I ate everything yesterday trying to ruin myself. TGoday im going to walk, try to eat healthy..and no sweets

I feel depressed because I"m overweight and I lost weight but I always gain the weight back and it is hard to lose the weight and I feel fustrated with myself and I"ve given up completely I feel like my live has no meaning beacause nothing fits.

We are all worth more than our weight. There are things that are going right in your life. Hold on to that. That will give you the strength you need to change what is not going so well.

Never give up, you are more than a number on a scale. Take things one day at a time and slowly work your way out of rock bottom.

When I was diagnosed with an illness caused by my being over weight....I felt lost and scared. To find out that only 1 in 100,000 people suffer from my syndrome made it all the more difficult because I didn't know who I could turn to for help. My motto was I wasn't at rock bottom, there was rock bottom, 50 feet of crap and then me.

I knew I didn't want to go blind or deaf, so I pushed thorough and went to my GP and asked for a nutritional consult. I wanted to lose weight but do it the right way. I learned to eat healthy, smaller portions and limit my calories. I became more determined with time. I have lost 15 lbs and have way more to go but this time it's different.

You must find compassion and love for yourself. You must take it one day at a time and don't beat yourself up if you make a mistake or feel like you've cheated. Dust yourself off and start again....it's okay and you will get there with time.

A few things that I do is myfitnesspal.com to track my food. I have a bike that I can take and ride a trail. I also own a treadmill for rainy days. I enlist hubby on walks when I don't want to do it alone. Reach out to people.....it helps to know you're not alone. You could try to form a weigh loss group of walkers in your area.

I am sending out positive thoughts and prayers to you, blessings, Aim