Fibromyalgia Support Group
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Well Girls! I am still in the hotel! I hate it the Girls hate it. Today they are to cut the power on in the new house. Now to come up with the funds to get it into shape to get it ready to move into. The house has to have new flooring. Yes it is a rental. But I will not have to pay rent for awhile and it is a friend. and she will be good to me. She is awesome. She has stood by me. I have a little in stash but afraid to put it all into the house afraid I might have an emergency. My car is not great. My kids might need something. I contacted peoplei have helped money wise over the years that do this kind of work and ask for help. And guess what. I won't charge you too much. I think I need to see the house first. I will try to make time next week. OMG! I never said Next Week when their kids were hungry. I never said next week when their car was broke down. But I will do this. I will make this work. I am STRONG. I AM BRAVE. I AM WOMAN.
I had a panic attack this morning after dropping the girls off at school. I was driving and crying and crying and driving. Thinking and scared. OMG! WTF! Why can't I just go on and GET THE F over this. I know that I have to do this. I know what my problem is. I am afraid That money wise I cannot do this. I am afraid I cannot afford to pay all this. The only thing I did not have to pay at the old house is rent. Because it was paid for by the boss. Now that is a new expense is for me. But with the help and support of my friends I will prevail. I cannot get HUD!
Three year waiting list. It is okay. I will do this. I have too.
love you guys.......
Thanks for caring.......
Julie
I had a panic attack this morning after dropping the girls off at school. I was driving and crying and crying and driving. Thinking and scared. OMG! WTF! Why can't I just go on and GET THE F over this. I know that I have to do this. I know what my problem is. I am afraid That money wise I cannot do this. I am afraid I cannot afford to pay all this. The only thing I did not have to pay at the old house is rent. Because it was paid for by the boss. Now that is a new expense is for me. But with the help and support of my friends I will prevail. I cannot get HUD!
Three year waiting list. It is okay. I will do this. I have too.
love you guys.......
Thanks for caring.......
Julie
hang in there, you can do this
Andrea
Focus on Security for Your Girls...not on Your Heart right now...and Your Choices will become quite Clear..
Love can be so difficult...never should have been...Love Should be Safe, Secure, Trusting...I didn't get that til I was 40...So Many Mistakes...I have That within My Life Now...and I Pray for the Same for You Hon...Hugs ..
You CAN do this. I know it, you know it, we all know it. YOU CAN
As for your floor.....what do you mean by new flooring? Does it need an actual floor, or new carpeting or new hardwood?
If it is new carpeting or new hardwood, you can go to a carpet/flooring place and ask for remnants from installation jobs that they have done.
Just an idea
Soon, you'll be looking back at it all...and standing taller and stronger.
One other thought....have you thought about Craigs List? Getting things for free on there? Many people have a need to get rid of stuff and it usually warms their heart when it goes to someone in need.
Just another thought.
HUGS from down south :)
Girls i got a text from him today: I miss you. I said Oh really. He said nothing. So like 30 mins later I sent another and said miss me? or the slave? He has left me alone. i had the panic attack this AM I was scared.
thanks for all the encouragement. I know this board is for Fibro. But you guys have helped me through all the fibro stuff and this as well and I really appreciate it.
BIG HUGS!
I'm glad you've found a place to live - that's a big step!
Hugs,
Pam
You Will Survive!
And life will be all the sweeter because you have done this. And you will have even greater evidence of your strength and power.
ASK FOR HELP - and keep on asking. From everyone who can help, and from whatever higher power you recognize as the Source of All Power. You are not alone.
Hugs,
Vee