Fibromyalgia Support Group
You're not alone in your pain. Fibromyalgia is a condition that can be difficult to diagnose and manage. If you're trying to cope with pain throughout your body, sleep problems, general fatigue, or other common fibromyalgia symptoms, you're in the right place. The community is here for you to talk about therapies and share your challenges.
I am so stressed, depressed, anxious, major fibro flare and other pain like gout and my back, daily migraines, PTSD is bad. How much can one take before they snap? Very thankful for the extra klonopin right now or i dont think id be hanging on! I hit 18 months no cutting last week, i have never done that! I got grief from my friend from DBT group for not going to AA saying im not putting my recovery first, no i was suppose to go to the zoo with my family i see once a year the kids and they are growing fast 6 and 9 already but my pain was too bad and i decided to stay home plus dad was free to take me to the food pantry because he didnt go, and i needed food in the house! Sometimes other things come first doenst mean im not staying sober or putting sobriety first! And next weds i cant go either, DHS decided for my state disablity to stay in tact they have to have me come in and do MORE paper work 5 more pages front and back already did 10 and they have to observe me. UGH!!!!!!! I am NOT taking my pain meds before btw. Let them see me at my high pain! So monday i have my last regular DBT group, then tuesday i have my gynocologist appointment to find out why i no longer get periods on my own for 5 1/2 years now, IF i can even carry a baby after losing 4 in a 2 1/2 year period, and why ia lways have pain. Even if i started dating i would not want to be with a man because it casuses extreme pain since my attack 13 years ago if you get what i mean. then weds is DHS then Thrusday i get my sedation MRI which is now a strong shot of valium first only way to get it strong enough to get me thru it pill form wont work because my klonopin is tronger than valium even. PLUS my ex sister in law decided we CAN have my nephew and my mom picks him up monday thru friday next week. She has had my aunt and cousins at her house since friday and they leave tomorrowt hen monday she gets my very hyper 10 yr old nephew for 5 days who is non stop and we have to take him with us to hancock (by houghton michigan) 3 hours each way for me to get my MRI in an open MRI due to my weight. Green bay is closer but my mom cant stand that freeway. At least UPHP my type of medicaid is reimbursing for mileage. Everyone wnats me every which way and i need a damn break! Even my shrink said im close to a nervous breakdown which is why he has me on so much klonopin right now. I cant take it!
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Lately I've been feeling scared and full of anxiety. I recently found a lump under my nipple. I hurt my back too. I'm in the process of moving. I'm run down. Everything is hard
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89FNo energy, just going to do whatever. Sandra, It's hard to move at a certain time in life. You've been in your home forever, at least you'll be able to travel to the beach and enjoy. Oh, we did hear Boris Johnson's tenure ended due to a series of ethics scandals, accusations of dishonesty and a final collapse of government support that forced his recognation. What he didn't do like the...
Your priorities are *yours* to decide. OK? Big hugs. Support from teh puma.
You are very strong and brave! You have been through a lot, just hang in there and remember that God is right there with you every step of the way.
lots of love to you.
Pam
Gentle hugs <3
I'm a new/old member here. I just came back on after years away and I read your post. You, my dear, are so strong even going through your personal "stuff" and while getting to visit with family is wonderful it can be an added stressor. I think sometimes AA, NA, etc. can have a negative impact on you especially if you have someone judging you over attendance. I've attended many of those meetings as a co-dependant and I really don't know how they don't make a person more depressed than they help. Working the program is great, meetings, eh? Anyway I just wanted to tell you your strength is clearly evident in your post, you are doing well, and I am going to pray for you right now.