guess what i picked up yesterday? my 1st ever compression stalkings! i've just been diagnosed with varicose veins at 27! like i need more dxs to ad to my ever growing list of pains. my R leg is bigger than the L one when they measured it, and it still is today. well at least it isn't as in pain anymore. oh ya and guess how much they cost? over $200 for 3 pairs! good thing the VA is covering it. sheez... with the economy now and the outrageous dental bill i been paying, if I had to pay for them stalkings, i'd have to ask Obama to bail ME out!

and speaking of bail outs, my bf got his stimulus check from Obama. guess how much it is?? ....$25! wow... what's that supposed to do??? i just laughed when he showed me lol! i couldn't help it. $25 can get you a McDonalds meal maybe and a blockbuster movie. how depressing is that? lol

life today, i swear... i miss the good ol' days when gas was under $1, the towers were still up in the sky, and going to college actually had it's benefits! you know, getting a degree would mean a better paying job, not the whole company going bankrupt or being bought out by wall street who ended up getting bought out by the government! and more than ANYTHING, i miss the old me. when i could move about with out pain, when i could get up early and go to work, when i could actually remember my own name, SSN, and phone number! lol! these days i can't even remember who i am or where i live.... *sigh*.

today at the VA i was walking all over the garage , going up and down the elevator, cuz i couldn't remember where i parked. i feel so stupid sometimes....

thanks for letting vent a bit here. i love you all and having you all in my life is just awesome! so thanks! and if you wuld like to vent here about anything, please do, i'll be happy to here it!