My husband and moved into a new house and and became friends with the neighbors and I fell in love with the neighbor. He lead me on and played games with me. My husband treated me badly and I told the neighbor I loved him. He told his wife and my husband. Two years went by and the neighbor asked my husband to hang out. Will they played games with me and got me in legal trouble. My husband and I divorced but I kept going back because I couldn't make it on my own. Now I'm on my own for the fifth time and my kids won't talk to me. I'm very depressed. I don't have any family. My ex husband and I fought in front of the kids all the time. My kids always sided with their father. I couldn't be a mother because I was in love with the neighbor and my husband abused me. We lived in domestic violence. He was always calling the cops and they send me to the hospital. After my husband and the neighbors played games with me my husband told me he was abusing the kids. I couldn't tell if it was real or not. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia. But my kids think their father is great and won't talk to me. I have nothing to live for!!!