I come from a super dysfunctional family. Im the 6th out of 8 kids, 5 boys, 3 girls. anyways, all of my brothers have been to prison. ALL OF THEM. well, recently, one of my brothers paroled out, after 16 yrs. while he was in, my very best friend was his pen pal for awhile; i didnt think to much of it. she and i have been friends for about 10 years, we do practically everything together. she lives in my neighborhood. so now hes home and i dont have a best friend anymore. im having a huge problem with this, and im just wondering, is this normal, or am i being a bitch? she doesnt call anymore, and shes at our house every single day, but not hanging out with me. (we have two houses on our property) im so pissed off, i just cant be around them. i tried and its too akward.what makes it even more awkward, is she has a baby with my younger brother. yah. ill also add, that my younger brother has another baby, with this chick who left him to marry my oldest brother,who went back to prison and then she hooked up with my OTHER BROTHER after he got out a few years ago.... these people are freaking nuts. at least i have my own house and can lock them out! but back to my friend, half of me hates her right now, and a small part of me misses her....any advice?
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