Hi this all new to me but I have literally no one to talk. I am a 22 female suffering from anxiety and depression. I also have emotional abusive parents. I was also adopted at 18 months and though my siblings were also adopted, they were still related through blood relation to my adoptive father. He is actually their grandfather. Those siblings made me very aware that I was different and had no blood relation. My adoptive mother has a biological though a pre marriage. She is also 14 years younger then my adoptive father. My relationship with my adoptive mother is not very healthy. I say we even hate each other. Let’s just say she is not always the fuzzy warm mother. I always discovered she is having an affair with another man. A man who is also married. Of course she has denied  it and eventually I tried telling my dad. He didn’t believe me of course and I was made to look like an a$$. My mom seems to love male attention and gets jealous of me when I am the one getting it. Her behavior around men is odd and a little questionable. I feel like  I am in competition with her. My dad always takes her side in every situation. I don’t know what to do. I feel it’s hard to show someone respect to so someone who seems to only love herself. My dad does everything for her and is extremely supportive. I know this is a lot to read but I really to  need someone I can talk to.