i have always had issues accepting when good things happen to me. i dont know why it just freaks me out.my mom is bipolar and two weeks ago she had a sever manic episode and had to go to the hospitale. as a resulte they put her on a new med, Depakote which has been working great!!! shes up and active and dare i say...happy?!?!?? and just a few moments ago she called me at my dads house just to tell me that she loved me, something she hadnt done in almost two years if that. i had to bite my lip to keep from crying. i'm so scared that shes going to get depressed agin i'm having a hard time enjoying that shes feeling better. i mean she actualy cooked dinner for two nights in a row!!! which something she had always done right befor a manic episode. dose anyone have any advice on how to relaxe and accept when good things happen, how do you stop being so scared all the time????
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