Not really. This has been one of those holidays that i am just not into it. I didnt get a real tree and put up my usual decorations. I did not go shopping. I almost feel like a hermit and my logo is Bah Humbug!

But when i went to get get my mail today...i had a letter from my son in law! As sad as it it is and trying to read his letter through my tears...i feel at peace.

It tears me up to know that he is not with us. He is with me in my heart though.

Can i quote him? " I am still lucky enough to have your beautiful and amazing daughter in my life as well as her amazing family supporting me as well. I am truly blessed thats for sure".

There is no present that can beat this.

My daughter texted me and said she has been in bed crying for the last three hours. She misses him so much. I feel so bad for both of them.

Thanks for listening to me. Merry Christmas to all...and all a good night. Please embrace our family members who can not be with us. Think of them and love them.