
Families of Prisoners Support Group
This community is dedicated to families that have been disrupted by prison. Having a loved one incarcerated or having been incarcerated comes with its own unique challenges that require support and understanding. Join the group to find others who know what you're going through, and to seek advice or share your experience.

Mamabear59
Need to let some steam off, but all may not understand my madness, and I don't want to upset any one. My husband called last night, SAID" OH HERE WE GO AGAIN". I tried to commit suicide twice throughout the 14 years we have been together, I speak about it, but made a promise to myself not to ever try it again. They "DON"T UNDERSTAND" they say that they "DO" understand, but they don't. He always tells me stop feeding into my daughter when she wants to start a arguement, yeh, ok, and they complain about things, like no money, he does not ask any more, shoe why should he?????
They have a free "ROOF", over their heads, we don't. They get 3 square meals a day, I don't, I'm diabetic and never eat right, can't afford to.Went to welfare once, ask for food stamps, they said I make to much on my SSD check, and that he needs to supply spousal support, "WHAT A FU#$ING joke. This was Clinton changes already, they get all medications for free, free doctor visits, maybe not the best health care, but I surely don't have the best health care out here. I need to see a pain manegmant doctor, "I CAN"T", they pay no bills, dam I could own 2 homes on what I paid out on phone bills in this world of make believe. Its my reality that I live in a small one bedroom apartment with my daughter, her man, my 2 grandsons, its my rality that I'm trying to keep my head above the high waters, its my reality that both my grown kids are verbably nasty at times to me, thanks to their drunken biological father, I can't get out, I CAN"T AFFORD IT.
I love him to death, but he just does not understand, "I"M ALREADY DEAD INSIDE", I exsist, don't care if tomorrow comes or not...Their not the only ones that are suffering and going through hell, what about us? "WHAT ABOUT US"?
Lynn
They have a free "ROOF", over their heads, we don't. They get 3 square meals a day, I don't, I'm diabetic and never eat right, can't afford to.Went to welfare once, ask for food stamps, they said I make to much on my SSD check, and that he needs to supply spousal support, "WHAT A FU#$ING joke. This was Clinton changes already, they get all medications for free, free doctor visits, maybe not the best health care, but I surely don't have the best health care out here. I need to see a pain manegmant doctor, "I CAN"T", they pay no bills, dam I could own 2 homes on what I paid out on phone bills in this world of make believe. Its my reality that I live in a small one bedroom apartment with my daughter, her man, my 2 grandsons, its my rality that I'm trying to keep my head above the high waters, its my reality that both my grown kids are verbably nasty at times to me, thanks to their drunken biological father, I can't get out, I CAN"T AFFORD IT.
I love him to death, but he just does not understand, "I"M ALREADY DEAD INSIDE", I exsist, don't care if tomorrow comes or not...Their not the only ones that are suffering and going through hell, what about us? "WHAT ABOUT US"?
Lynn
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Sorry if I read your post wrong, but that's just my first response.
I hope it gets easier for you. In a sense you are a single parent right now, and I can totally relate on how hard that is.
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