All I have to say is to any one that has a long bid in front of them, think twice about doing the bid with your love one. I mean its all cool if you had a street relationship, "A GOOD STREET RELATIONSHIP", then you may want to the bid with a person, but if you meet a person through writing, and you want to stand by that persons side think very long and hard about it and do not let your heart take control, let them go if your mind is telling you to do so. Most of you know me, I don't know how many of you will read this, but if your reading please reply, cause I don't know if I'm hanging around here any more after two weeks go bye? Those who know me over on my space, I'll be over on my space, I don't want to stay depressed over a idiot man who don't give 2 shits about me. I may stick around just to give any kind of advice or help, I don't know yet.? On My Space I will continue to be in groups for prisoners, ones that I don't know, and ones that I do know if they want to be added to my sight. There are 3 of you on here that know my space sight and what it looks like. Every thing in reference to Freddy will be removed. So why am I talking like this, his lies, his deceit, the ring, going against our attorney that busted her ass off for him, writing a letter to his alibi witness, "CONTENTS OF THE LETTER", calling me tonight and saying F-U, more or less to me, and his alibi witness------saying he guesses there is no more to talk about, "HANGS UP THE PHONE ON ME..............I gave him 15 very long years of my life, I should of known, he is not different then others I knew. If he does not get released I am through, this is no more lip service as he would put it, I am through, and even if he gets released, who wants to be with a man who wants to have 2 woman, his fantasy, screw him. God forgive me I said for better or for worse, but its gone beyond worse. Thank you for reading and letting me vent, I am so darn angry, and so is every one else with him.
Lynn