Today is the day he usually calls me. He didn't call. He has said that the phones have been tied up a lot lately and that the weekend its harder to get in touch with me. I'm not going to freak out this time. I'm just going to hope that he is doing alright and I'm going to wait and hope that he calls me tomorrow. Instead of crying about him not calling me... I'm going to write him. I feel closer to him when I'm writing to him. Sharing my thoughts with him. Telling him how much I miss him and love him. Today has been lazy. I have thought of him a lot and I have cried because I miss him. I have good days and I have bad days. We have another month to wait till the next court date but I hope that it will be a speedy process. He didn't do anything wrong. His ex fabricated a story to cause him problems.. We don't want a trial. We just want this to go away and the charges to be downgraded. He is not a bad man. I want the courts to see that. He loves his kids and he loves me. He needs to come home to me.. I want to be here for him so badly. It sucks when he can't call me on the weekend. I have been waiting all day. After a certain hour I know he can't get in touch with me though.. He doesn't even try to call me at night because the phones are so tied up... I miss him so much today. I just wish he had called... I hope tomorrow he will. It is very windy out and my mood has been sad all day... I just wish he'd call and bring a smile to my face. Just the sound of his voice is enough.. sigh...