He called tonight, seems as if 14 very-very long years have went right down the tubes???? Every second word out of his mouth was f---this, f---that, tried to use reverse on me like always, I'm so tired of him, I love him, always will, but if the ring does not come here to me, we are done. He stood very silent when I said to him "THIS TIME I DON"T NEED YOU TO DO OUR DIVORCE PAPERS", and he knows it, its not even worth waisting my time, or effort, he will not sign them, all he did was curse, bang the phone, and said don't send me another ring, its like whatever man, and Mery X-mas to his old ass to. When I think of how very hard I worked on his case, stuck by him, waited for him.Its been way to many parole hits, it was this year that really did us both in. It wasn't just a ring to me, our 2 hearts were bonded by that ring, so now lets see if he sends it?????????
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