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OMG, I'm going crazy, I had to go and just read why suicide is a sin to calm me down tonight. He really ended us, her never had intentions of coming home to me, I see that now, his board is this tuesday or wednesday, he never called this week-end, and its so dam difficult not to write him, but I have to have will power, and strength. To top it off, well this is old news, sorry, the kid and I have been having huge blow-outs. Tonight it was she is going to the city/NY, to see his mother on "MOTHERS DAY", mind you I'm her so called mother, nah I'm just her live in nanny that has to pay her for living here and baby sitting her children. I love the boys with all my heart, their my world, but my kid is so cruel. I got so angry tonight once again said I don't have a daughter, she doesn't feel like a daughter. Her old man is always stealing money from her, and I have to pay the pipers price. The vacation she promised me, I'm no longer invited,,,,,,I received "DOUBLE WHAMMY TONIGHT" I'm so darn dead inside. Sorry if I am sounding like a broken record, just had to let this out.
Lynn
Lynn
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Mamabear... I don't know anyone here yet, so I don't know the past issues you have had... but I am so sorry to hear with all that you are dealing with right now. It seems that when it rains, it pours... try to keep your head up. I am sorry I don't have the perfect words to say to you. But I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
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same with me mamabear, i dont know much bout your story, but it does sound like your at your wits end... please hang in there the best you can, and keep on coming here when you need to hear a kind word or two, you have a good community here willing to listen and hug ya when u need it. hang in there, hun.
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I'm so sorry that you're going through all that. It's a shame we don't live closer so we could be stressed out together. It's always better to have a friend to vent to or just sit next to and not even say a word than to have to deal on your own. I really hope things get better for you. I'm here anytime you need to talk, and I'm really appreciating your helping me right now, too.
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Guess it must be something in the air Lynn. Spring should be a good time of the year but yet I am feeling exceptionally blue as well. I am sorry you are feeling depressed. Its a shity place to be. Hang in there find you God jar. Message me later and we can cry to each other. Gotta go to work now but I will be home later. XOXO
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Lynn, tell you what? I'll share my daughter. She's the best kid a mother could have or want. I don't mean to imply she's perfert, but you know what happened with me today, and she comforted me instead of me comforting her. So who can account for why or how children turn out the way they do. You do your best, and hope and pray you did something right. You're a great mother and grandmother, and I'm sorry your daughter isn't appreciating you as she should. WE do Honey, and those grandkids do. Don't let it get you down.
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Hold on lynn -- you sound too much like a victim here. Sounds like you've put high expectations on people who cant deliver. I know you dont do things EXPECTING anything in return -- so just continue being the great person you are. Good Kharma comes around, and most times, NOT From those we do good to - but in other ways. Dont you even talk about suicide! You are SO WORTHWHILE AND A LOVELY PERSON! Appreciate and love yourself - and God loves you - like NO ONE ELSE CAN and WHEN IT SEEMS LIKE NO ONE gives a damn. We all love and care too ... HUGS!
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