Yesterday marked 2 years that I have been with my boyfriend. I met him at the track after I got out of work yesterday so we could exercise. One of our neighbors has some roofing work for him he told me and he could make a 100 bucks. He said great b/c he could really use it that way he wont have to ask me for money to drink. I am going to sit outside and drink and give out candy on Halloween he says so dont get mad. How bout giving me some of the money and chipping in for diapers or something. Well he better not ask me for money b/c I am not giving him crap. I plan on saving some, buying myself an outfit for once and buying the girls a few outfits. There were no hugs or kisses on what was 2 years together.He didnt even hold me. He said he was just really worried about finances. Then we get home and all he does it complain. My tooth hurts, my leg hurts, my back hurts. Well you know what, screw you. It;s always about how HE feels, whats bothering HIM. No one else is allowed to have an emotion but HIM. On this day last year he entered a 28 day rehab program andI had such high hopes for him. Now I am just dissapointed in him. He says he loves me so much but I just didnt even feel it at all yesterday. Is it a lie when an addict tells you they love you?