i haven’t been on here in a very long time my daughter is a heroin addict started when she was about 17 threw her out several times she went into rehab did good or so I thought for years got pregnant at 25 and got married I thought great she’s getting her life back then her husband called said she had baby was a month before her due date said she had an Asthma attack I lived a 1000 miles away flew there immediately only to feel like I was getting story’s baby was in icu even doctors nurses giving me funny looks then finally truth came out she had used god I felt so stupid I didn’t see it coming then of course I had to stay and help take care of baby while my daughter got help and she did fast forward just a little over a year and now she used again she did call me and tell me she’s going into another program and she’s taking suboxin I can’t keep going through this it hurts now there’s a baby to worry about too her husband just acts like it’s no big deal but he hasn’t gone on for years with this sorry if I seem selfish but I’m so tired don’t know if I can go through this again just needed to vent