Well this week I have been busy helping Justin get started in his intensive out patient drug treatment and mental health treatment. My company got me my laptop and when I need to take justin to his many appointments they are willing to let me work around His schedule. Man I am lucky!! But while Justin is getting started in this intensive out patient treatment program he is also applying for a residential treatment program 3 hours from here for a minimum of ten weeks. Monday he has to start with a three hour group therapy session and he is kind of freaking out. He HATES being anywhere near a group and I keep explaining to him this is his treatment and the alternative is living under the bridge with the homeless back on drugs or jail and he admits he does not want that but he admits he is scared and freaked out. This is the part where he always looses his shit cause he just can't sit in a group and speak or even listen.... I am getting scared hes going to relapse before he even gets started on his treatment... I wish I knew what I could do to help him not feel so nervous. He does have an appointment with the Dr. on Monday before the group so maybe when he explains to the Dr. how he feels the Dr. can prescribe something for him.. We will just have to see. I'm not freaking out but I am getting a little worried.....