Of course, Jimmy's first day on his new job and a multitude of complaints to his father. Ted calls me to ask for advice, and then tells me "we" have a problem because if Jimmy wants to make real money he will.... Blah blah blah... when will Ted let Jimmy just make his own decisions and fail if necessary?? I told Ted, I have no problems and neither do you. So step away.

I don't even need to go into details. Ted railed into me that obviously this is my therapist talking and my anxiety meds (thank you Ted and Jimmy) are turning me into a different person and if i would only
Iisten to him (Ted), i would be fine. Oh yah, NOT. I need to focus and since neither of them will get therapy, I do it all for me.

Jimmy is making every decision in his life out of desperation, not perspiration. I don't even want to know anymore about Jimmys decisions I feel like I just can't go there. Sorry to vent on my minor nonsense tonight, but Ted pisses me off and I just wish he's support my desire to get help for me... Jimmy's issues hit me hard and I collapsed. So I am getting help. He won't, and I am sorry, but support me or shut up. Period.