you guys rock,,, for those that privately messaged me,, for those that texted me daily,, for those that called,, and for those that pray for me,, you know idea how thankful I am,,,,,

Addiction you loose,,,,,, Cause God came knocking and lovely gave my daughter her wings,, she is know free of the bondage,, she is free to love herselve once again,, she is free of the pain you have caused,,,

I choose not to mourn her death,, but celebrate her life,,, She was a beautiful young lady,, that always looked the part of a princess,, her looks, the way she dressed,, the way she smiled was so important to her,,, she also had a little girl, young age (17) never once complained, loved that little girl with all her heart,,, things started to unwravel at the age of 20, slowly it was pills,, and when that intruded into her everyday life,, she found something cheaper,, heroin,, one hit was too many,, she continued to look for that dragon,, that gave her so much fire the first time she used,,, she tried, to quit,, was force to quit,but the addiction never did,,, her addicition caused her to do many things, that she would of never thought of doing,,, she was born, raised and loved in a environment that didn't judge, that showed unconditional love, supportive,, taught that every action had a consequence,,,

I stand united proud and faithfull,, I'll never give up hope,,, God just choice to bring her home with Him,,,, He knew that life on earth for her, was not working for her,, she was lost, within herselve,,

Please do me a favor,,, and never ever give up hope,, don't be afraid to say no,,, set those boundaries,, enabling only keeps the addicition alive,, tough love mean,, it's tough loving the addict,,,,

my last conversation with Katelin was on Monday,,, it was the most up-beat, postivie talk we have had in a long time,,, she told me how much she loved me,, and at that moment I knew she did,, I felt it,,,,

for the first time,, last night,,, I was able to turn my phone off,, because I knew where all my babies where,,,,,

Katelin"s favorite time of the year was spring,,, therefore that is when I will honor her life,,,

my heart is empty,, my eyes are filled with tears,,, but my determination, loyalty, and compassion will be to always be there for anyone who needs me,,,,

remember this,,,, an angel was given wings,, to fly free,, addicition lost,,, God gave her integrity, soul,, and respect for herselve back,,,

forever and ever,,,,

live like it's your last day
love like it's your first time
laugh until your belly hurts,,,,