Dealing with active users , you neve know what to expect,,, I or should I say (Ava) received and I let her, with the intercom button on, so I coukd hear conversation,,, to see how her first day if school went ,, only off a couple of days, but that's not the point,,, point is,,, hope,, that one phone call,, which would of been nice if she talked to me,,, but I'm okay with that,,, Ava was fine after that call, we sat and talked about it,, and then she wanted to play with her friends,,,,

So,,, she is alive ,,, when she is ready ,,, to live a clean life, she may come back home,,,I made a promise to myself, that I will no longer disrupted Ava life ,,, I've educated, talked to child psychologist, and addict specialist ,,, and to bring her mom back home, not totally committed to staying clean , is unhealthy,,

I have not given up,,, I stand holding the light, but I'm also in control of my life,,, it's up to my addict to make changes, want help , and decide,,, u continue to Waite at te finish line with open arms