Hey all my friends, I'm back, had to make some adjustments in the household,,, stopped nursing my 23 year old addict today, after I found a needle on my bathroom floor, because those boundaries were already set when she moved back in here after spending 6 months in jail, so it was a little easier this time, to ask her to leave,, first boundary was,, you will not use in my home,,, period,, it ripped my heart out, she said it was a mistake,, no she got caught,,my adddict had never known what it's like to have nothing, i'v always been the net,,, well today, she has to become an adult, if it means living in a homeless shelter, going to a three quarter house, or going into rehap ,, if she wants to be successfull, she will,, being here the last month, she chains she us trying ,, but has made no attempt to do anything,,, I told her that I have not check out on her, but I can no longer be part of her world,,, she had the best support system anyone could ask for,,, and she choose her own destiny,,I will continue to listen to her, she can visit ,, but until the pain of the addiction becomes worse then the pleasure of the drug,,she will not stop,,, the lies, manipulation and the control that has sucked every bit of air out of me,, is sickening,, I'm loosing myself,,, right she us begging me ,, she is probably comming off her high ,,,

Please my friends ,,, pray for strength,, for me,,

Hugs
Kim