Tomorrow my daughter goes back to Family Court to find out if she will regain joint custody of my grandson. She has been doing well in her recovery and has done all the court has asked her to do, I don't think she will have a problem but you never know. I am so full of anxiety about this and other problems I'm going through I really feel that if things don't go well I'm not going to be able to handle it. I have to be strong for her because I am all she has but I feel like this is one more added stress and I feel like I'm falling apart inside. I've been praying and trying to take one day at a time but everything around me is falling apart even the little things like the air-conditioning breaking in my car are turning into major stressor's I can't even handle the little things in life, how am I going to handle it if something goes wrong tomorrow. I feel like I just want to crawl up into a ball and disappear.