This site is for those of us who have lost a loved one to suicide...If you are considering this please call the suicide hotline or get some professional help....a pastor, priest, or minister...someone who can direct you. All of us here have been deeply impacted forever by the loss of someone who died by suicide. We are grieving the most horrible of griefs.

There is help out there...there is someone who can help you...but you need immediate help...not online where you have to wait for answers. It is an urgent matter....do not wait. I pray you will find the help you need ...medications, counseling, etc....I also think if there is someone in your family you trust to help you...be honest with them and let them know of your intentions and/or thoughts. I pray that God will help you and that you will turn to Him. He is our refuge always.

Please dear Lord, help this person who is in deep distress and needs You. Guide them to where they need to be. Thank You...In Christ's Name..Amen

Thank you so so much!! I love you more than you know!! I will do my best.. I have very sever anxiety and dont do well with calls but Ill try hard thank you Im so sorry if I should not have posted here!!! I feel so lost and alone =(

There is also the Crisis center on Depression board many want to help you... http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Depression/forum/Crisis-Center

If want to see how much pain is left from the act read some the posts here..

Who will find the body?? A child? what if they see you do it? things to think about!!!