I have fibro, sicca syndrome, arthritis, ocd, IBS, etc...etc...and was recently diagnosed with ADD. My husband killed himself on May 2. He was bipolar and going through deep depression. I lost my home (forclosure) because I couldn't live where he had died and I couldn't afford it on my own. The real estate company had a buyer but for some reason they forclosed anyway. My pain is even worse due to the stress and I am now unable to work. I just found out that my long term disability was denied because I haven't had it long enough and so all my problems are considered preexisting. I am going to have my doctor write him about my ADD and I guess now I will try Social Security and Teacher retirement/disability. I pray one of them will be approved. I just feel so overwhelmed. I know if I didn't have a relationship with God I wouldn't be able to go on. I also have a great family. But I have no idea what I will do while I m waiting for some money to come in. I have a little left but it's going fast. I was going to sell my husbands car but hired a man to paint it about 3 months ago. He gave it to me once but the job was terrible so he is redoing it. For some reason the battery keeps running down on it. I think my husband tried to put in a new radio and that is part of the problem. I wish my husband were here to tell me what to do! I miss him so much...I know there are people with many more problems than me but I could really use some advice. Thanks for any answers...Jeannie