I'm having anxiety about going to the doctor today and telling him about all of my seizures. He already knows about all of them its just that I cannot for the life of me remember the afterwards of every one of them. So I have been going through past posts trying to remember them . I can remember what I was doing before the seizure took place just not what happened during or after and he always asks. This is why he wants to do a video EEG because I have a hard time saying what is going on. All I know is my last seizure I was at the store and I suddenly felt like I had to throw up then everything went white in my vision with these little colorful dots and the next thing is my husband who is a medic is telling me I had a seizure I hurt my back don't get up and I was horrified I was telling him it was 2008 and yelling it at him. He took me to the hospital and they said everything was fine. Maybe getting a video EEG will be a good thing I can find out where all of this is coming from. Ive already been diagnosed with complex partial seizures I just don't want another medication change or something like that I just have gotten used to the one Im taking don't feel like Im in that fog anymore. Thanks for letting me vent sorry it is so long. Just a lot of anxiety for today.