So after battles with doctors and endometriosis along with infertility all I have to say is this just sucks. There is no other words for it. I hate it and continue to wonder what life lesson I'm suppose to be learning from all of this. We tried our 4th IUI last month and it failed which was horrible emotional pain and then I started my period way early and the doctor couldn't give me an answer on what happened. Between all the meds and everything my body has gone through the past 3 years alone trying to get pregnant and dealing with the pain. I'm not sure how much or how far I'm willing to go. My DH says we are at the top of the 8th inning but I feel we have been in overtime for a long time. I'm afraid what the infertility specialist is going to say and not sure I can handle another failed attempt at getting pregnant. My current doctor was great until Friday when he said there must be something he is missing and I needed to go another doctor he sent me off to. This was the first time my DH experienced what I've experienced a few times already the great hand off and the feeling that no one wants to help. I hate walking into the doctor's office and saying I have endometriosis and it feels after they try to help some they give up and send you away. Like your medical record on their file is bad news. Its frustrating and I'm just tired of hurting and mad at the fact there is no real answer out there for any of us battling this terrible disease. Good luck ladies and sorry for the rant!
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