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Saturday, April 11, 2015 | A Venting story
I know this is nothing to vent about, but I feel like giving up. My Father-in-law wants to be in control and is not winning in that area. My husband wants to drink a beer and can't stop with just one because that is how he deals with it. Me? I have to deal with things by going in my room and turning on my Christian music. I finally broke down and cried for awhile. I do my online College when I really do not feel like doing it. Everything got blown out of the water, because I had plans on working on my school work to get a little ahead, but I had to go drive my sister-in-law to the pharmacy first thing. I did not want to go anywhere. I watched a little T.V. when I got back because my father-in-law and my husband had to go get lumber for repairs to the side of the house because of the wind and rain doing some damage to the side of the house the other day. So I have to hold the ladder and help with that when the time comes. I'm so upset. I do have an appointment on the 16th to talk with a therapist because I am going through some depression since I have had deaths in my family and now my mother-in-law passing away a couple weeks ago. Today is the first time I have felt like giving up. I am just tired. I need prayers please. Thank you for letting me vent. I really don't care much about my weight loss plan and getting in shape right now. I bought salad greens and tomatoes and all, but I'm eating whatever I want right now. I just do not care. I'm sorry. Thanks again.
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Saturday, April 11, 2015 | A Venting story
I know this is nothing to vent about, but I feel like giving up. My Father-in-law wants to be in control and is not winning in that area. My husband wants to drink a beer and can't stop with just one because that is how he deals with it. Me? I have to deal with things by going in my room and turning on my Christian music. I finally broke down and cried for awhile. I do my online College when I really do not feel like doing it. Everything got blown out of the water, because I had plans on working on my school work to get a little ahead, but I had to go drive my sister-in-law to the pharmacy first thing. I did not want to go anywhere. I watched a little T.V. when I got back because my father-in-law and my husband had to go get lumber for repairs to the side of the house because of the wind and rain doing some damage to the side of the house the other day. So I have to hold the ladder and help with that when the time comes. I'm so upset. I do have an appointment on the 16th to talk with a therapist because I am going through some depression since I have had deaths in my family and now my mother-in-law passing away a couple weeks ago. Today is the first time I have felt like giving up. I am just tired. I need prayers please. Thank you for letting me vent. I really don't care much about my weight loss plan and getting in shape right now. I bought salad greens and tomatoes and all, but I'm eating whatever I want right now. I just do not care. I'm sorry. Thanks again.
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AngelaJo
Lots of hugs and prayers to you, a therapist is a good idea, i am always told this, you are stronger than you know and God will see you thru anything he brings you too.
tressajo
Thank you AngelaJo. :)
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