I'm feeling especially crappy today...haven't heard from my son since Thursday! I know he was having a busy weekend...parties, football, etc...but it still hurts my feelings. I check my email at least twice a day only to find nothing from him. I guess I'm wallowing in self pity. We had a discussion last year about him not responding to my emails...and he apologizes and says "Was it really that long?" Am I being selfish wanting to hear from him every other day? One little email really brightens my day and let's me know he's still alive. I try not to "bother" him by calling on the phone. He's still the center of my life and I can't get over it!
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