I can't deal with this stupid phobia anymore I cant leave the house do anything like shower, eat, go to the bathroom without the fear of vomiting I constantly have a voice inside my head saying if you do that youll vomit if you move youll vomit and if i feel sick or nausious it lasts for weeks constantly from when I wake up to when i sleep. I've ended up in hospital sick as a dog over worrying with this and physically made myself puke. I can't cope with it anymore I cant leave my house or do anything in my daily life because of this fear. If i do anything my head says thats going to make you feel worse or youll puke if you do that. If I move or talk to someone the feeling of vomiting from my throat occurs and I have to run. I can barely shower or go to the bathroom and constantly have that stupid nagging voice in my head saying you will throw up, today is the day, you are unwell, you have a stomach bug, you will vomit now, if you do that you will vomit its on constant vomit alert 24/7 I get no peace and honestly have thought of ending my life multiple times because I don't want to live in this fear anymore I'm not living I'm just barely exsisting and I need help before it consumes me completely its already about 90% there :(