Eczema Support Group
Eczema is a form of inflammation of the upper layers of the skin. The main symptoms are skin rashes characterized by redness, skin edema, itching and dryness, with possible crusting, flaking, blistering, cracking, oozing or bleeding. Eczema can be extremely physically and socially uncomfortable. If you're an eczema sufferer, join the group and get support.
I am really scared what my future holds. As a woman I do want to get married, I wanna live freely without having the fear to cover any parts of my body. My allergy is getting better compared my teenage-hood. However, what's left is the scars. All over my body. I'm light skinned woman and my scars has turned black-ish and they are all over my body. It is very obvious, I couldn't remember when was the last time I wore something that shows my skin. I'm scared that there will be no one who will accept my look, my flaws. Sometimes, I tell myself that at least I don't have any fatal disease, it works, at times. But when, it doesn't work, I would sit alone and think of how ugly I am. It's even to the point that I can no longer cry. I hardly look myself in the mirror, I really don't like to look my whole body when I'm bare skin. Ive forced myself to love my body but it is so hard. Imagine if I, myself cannot look at my body, why would anyone can? I am just terribly ugly, I have black scar spots on my leg, on my back, on my tummy. I can't even wear flip flop because it will show my scars. So I wear crocs cse it covers my whole feet. I always got laugh at of how silly I look. But they don't understand. It is tiring needing to hide, it is tiring to hate my physical. And I'm sure I will end up alone for my entire life.
I understand what you are going through. I go through the same.every single day.. You are not alone.. Be happy you are life that you can see and walk. I try to do that but it hard. I am aware people look and I start to think they are judge me. I have severe ezcema on my face that its hard on me because I have face people everyday. I try to embrace it. I'm here if anything .