I know what I'm doing to myself. I know that my mind is lying to me about my body. Even twenty-five pounds lighter I felt like a cow. When I was eating next to nothing, a gluttonous pig. I know that I may never see myself normally again, but how do I deal with this? How do I get my rational mind to realize what my ED distorted mind won't? And will I ever, ever feel the desire to stop losing weight and be happy with what I look like?
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