Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
Do you just fade to the darkness and everyone forgets you? Just been going through a rough time. From trying to find a place to live..to fighting to save my relationship, that ended last night...to the pain inside, to finally trying to find comfort..but no one is here..it feels like im all alone..i know im not but when you dont physically have someone there...it just feels like youre alone.
My eating disorder is getting worse and I know I have the mind power to change it...but I cant force myself to eat...I feel like Ill throw up. The reasons for my eating disorder are Im afraid of being overweight. most of my family is...another reason is because when im depressed I cant eat at all, and to cope with my depression I take pain killers to sleep...then when i sleep I sleep anywhere from 12-19 hrs. when I wake up im not hungry. Another way to fight hunger I take Ephedrine. Its a diet pill that has a legalized amount of the drug speed in it...I take that because i get energy and that helps with my depression too..makes me a bit happier and quenches hunger for anywhere from 24-48 hrs. Ill update later. but if anyone is willing to talk...Im here
My eating disorder is getting worse and I know I have the mind power to change it...but I cant force myself to eat...I feel like Ill throw up. The reasons for my eating disorder are Im afraid of being overweight. most of my family is...another reason is because when im depressed I cant eat at all, and to cope with my depression I take pain killers to sleep...then when i sleep I sleep anywhere from 12-19 hrs. when I wake up im not hungry. Another way to fight hunger I take Ephedrine. Its a diet pill that has a legalized amount of the drug speed in it...I take that because i get energy and that helps with my depression too..makes me a bit happier and quenches hunger for anywhere from 24-48 hrs. Ill update later. but if anyone is willing to talk...Im here
I can understand that you are afraid of becoming overweight with your family being that way, but what I think is your biggest problem right now are the drugs you are taking. You take pain killers to be able to sleep and Ephedra which is illegal in the US. So I think you need to go to a detox place, get on the right meds and maybe than it will be easier to deal with your ED. And as long as you stay on DS you are not alone. We all want to help you.