So lately it feels like all of my friends/family are commenting on my weight. "You've lost a lot of weight" "Are you OK?" "How are you doing it?" And then they will go and talk to my wife and tell her that I am looking too skinny because my clothes are hanging off me, because I don't have anything that fit me properly anymore. It's just annoying. Very very few people know that I have an eating disorder but I don't think they are putting two and two together and figuring out that this is what the problem is, but it's so tiring to constantly hear people talking about my weight. My wife is wanting to lose weight and is trying and I know this is triggering to her every time someone brings mine up and I hate them for it. She herself has an ED and it's really hard on both of us.

I feel like I'm stuck because I'm on a good medication (mood stabilizer for bipolar and BPD) but this medication suppresses your appetite and makes you lose weight and I've lost 60 lbs. I've already lost 8 pant sizes and it keeps down sizing and I just don't want to give up the medication. My hair is falling out, but when I check my BMI its still in the normal range. I don't want to keep triggering my wife. But at the same time I don't want people to keep mentioning to her about my weight. I hate talking about food/weight or even getting together over food. It seems like anytime our friends want to get together and hang out there's food around and I'm surrounded by it and I don't know what to do with myself. I feel disgusting. So I feel like my ED has been taking over me and I haven't found a good counselor to go to yet to talk to. Anyway, thanks for letting me vent.