I need help. I need tips on how to throw up because I keep trying to stick two fingers up my throat to throw up but it is not working. Please tell me how to throw up fast. I understand this is an unhealthy way to becoming skinny but I will only throw up for a short amount of time just about 3 months or so. I will stop after that. Please just tell me how to throw up quickly.
I hate life... I get bullied because I'm fat and for some reason, starving isn't helping me. I can't take this bullying anymore. The school counselor never helps me they just tell me to ignore them but how can I ignore people calling me fata**, or telling me to kms, and getting slammed against lockers. I really have to get skinny. I can't take this much longer I want to kms but I'm scared of...
I want someone to make this stop. The draining fights and ups and downs....I look at him and don't recognize the man anymore. I am exhausted from being the only adult, working as a high school teacher, taking care of our 4 kids ( one with special needs), and watching him spiral out of control. He is getting meaner too. 4 to 5 hours of sleep is not enough.Thanks for listening.