You have to tell someone in your life how much you are struggling. Tell your parents, a friends parent, a school counselor, call a hotline. Please tell someone so you can get help before it's too late.

Hello, Dead.pigeons
Thank you for opening up and being honest... to be honest, I am in the same place as you. I know how it feels. And I know it is scary, painful, and seems hopeless. I really really really hope you do consider getting help because we care and I am sure that a lot of other people care about you also. I really do encourage you to call NEDIC (National Eating Disorder Centre) I understand if this is way too hard for you right now, and if you at the moment just need someone who is going through the same hell, to talk to, I am always here for you and will give you support and I will be here to pick you up. I really hope that if you do not try to get help, that you at least message me. Please. This is important and I care about you. Hang in there sweetie..... my inbox is open for as many messages or as deep as you need. Hugs and hope to talk to you soon <3

@dead.pigeons you said: "...but i just cant eat" have you got no limbs? is your body rejecting the food you take in? no, you are physically capable of eating, you're choosing not to eat. food wont kill you, the lack there of will. you say you're fasting, i have ppl here at work that fast because of religious reasons, what you're doing is not fasting, its starving yourself. you know what will make you put on weight? binging after starvation. a healthy fast scientifically will help you lose some weight, but fasts arent about losing weight, they're usually about detoxing, if done correctly of course or for religious reasons.

eat a cheese burger, you'll feel better.


make the right choice.