Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I have been able to eat normally for the last couple weeks. But in that time everything else is going wrong. I have been sick, I just found out that I didn't get a job I truly thought I would be offered and really wanted, my husband is getting angry at me over silly little things.
Honestly, in this moment, my life doesn't seem worth living. I can't get a decent job at a good company even though I just finished my Master's degree, I think my marriage might have been a mistake, I have no friends or anyone I can turn to for help. I have no one. I have nothing.
That said, I am so sorry you are struggling. Marriage troubles and looking for a job are 2 of life's biggest stressors and I am so sorry you are having to deal with both at once. I understand feelings of isolation and not having anyone to turn to, and it's not a very good feeling. Do you have a therapist that you can talk to or would you consider getting a therapist? It might be helpful to have some extra support during this time in your life.
Please know that you are not completely alone....the people in this group are here to support you and can understand life with ED pretty well, so please post as often as you need to.
Wishing you the best...