Hello there!

I am an overeater. I spent my weekend shoving food in my mouth and hiding it from my husband. This morning I got up and was still full from yesterday! I am having a hard time making myself stop. Like I said, I was still full this morning, but ate a bowl of cereal anyway. Now, I have a stomachache and I feel like I am trying to talk myself out of eating right now. I can't do anything without food anymore. I had a basket of shirts to iron last night and it took me 4 hours to get them done because I took a break between each shirt to eat something. When my baby wakes up in the middle of the night to eat, I eat too. I often wait until my husband falls asleep and then I sit in the pantry and eat until I can't stay awake anymore. I eat while I cook. When it is just me and the kids home, I microwave soemthing for me, then start cooking lunch, then eat more with the kids. I take snacks in the car. My purse always has food in it. I am about 20 pounds overweight now and I need to stop. I've never been heavy and now, after 5 kids, I can't lose weight as easily. I need help!