Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
It was my birthday on friday and up until then i hadnt eaten for nearly 4 weeks. This weekend ive had a massive binge and i feel so ill now! I hate myself for it and want to cut so bad. Theres so much yummy food around the house and i shouldnt eat it because im fat enough as it is! Why cant i be more disaplined im not even hungry infact im quite full but ive just eaten the biggest hunk of bread and butter ever with tones of butter (i dont even like butter but hey!) I just want to eat and eat and eat everything in sight till all the food is gone then i cant be tempted.
ARGH whats wrong with me???
ARGH whats wrong with me???
the reason you binged was cos body in starvation moad and was crying for food body need it babes have you gp help or therapy
love you am here if need
Don't be so hard on yourself. You haven't eaten in four weeks. You're lucky you are still alive. And the binge was just waiting to happen. Your body is afraid it will starve again so you eat as much as you can. Try to slow down each day and then don't go into starvation mode again, just eat little meals. You will feel so much better. And please don't purge. You don't deserve to have that added to all your pain. Hope you feel better soon. Love Karin