Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I gained a few pounds but now I feel like killing myself more than ever :')
But I feel like I'm also declining, because I'm getting worse grades, I can't concentrate still, I'm lying to everyone, i don't want to be around people. School is stressing me out to the max, everything is, and wow I don't know I just need a break. Good grades are the only thing that makes my family 'love' me and once I start getting bad grades it's just hell. Honestly about to jump off a building.
Please consider speaking with a school counselor. You don't have to go through this alone. When I was suicidal I saw an ad on television for the suicide hotline. It said "It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" and it stopped me from suicide 3 times. It gave me hope. I hope it gives you hope too. You life is more valuable than your family lets you believe. Please call someone for help.