Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
Have you spoke with anyone you're close with about what you're going through? Or have you contacted anyone able to offer professional help?
Disordered eating can indeed make you feel as if you are crazy. Let me assure you that you are not and that you can recover from this. Coming here is a great first step - as Anna said, we all get it. I would recommend you either talk to your doctor about supports or hook up with a therapist to talk to them about your issues with eating. Therapy is extremely helpful and the earlier you address EDs, the "easier" they are to treat.
Good luck:)
Jen