I have just joined this website because I feel as if something is wrong. My problems are definitely not as important as these other people's, but I thought I would share anyways. I don't think I have an eating disorder, but I'm in danger of one. Just recently (3 weeks ago) I've been having trouble with my body image. Whenever I go shopping, I find tons of clothes and end up with none because they don't look good. I'm just so frustrated that I can't wear what I want, and that I'm self conscious. I used to be so confident, but now I just hate my body. As a last result to lose weight for the upcoming school year, I started to not eat. I put myself on a strict "diet" of drinking lots and lots of water and only having about a handful of cashews or 4 crackers every 2 days. I checked my weight everyday, and felt sad/angry inside every time my weight went up. I've never tried laxatives or purging because I'm terrified of that, but I'm so desperate to lose weight. Yesterday night I was forced to eat a meal so people wouldn't think it was suspicious, and I felt disgusting after because I couldn't stop eating it. The same was done this morning because my mother would definitely know something was up if I didn't eat my "favorite" breakfast that she made especially for me. I just don't know what to do....any advice?