Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
OK, well I have been doing horrible with my Ed in the past couple of weeks. The thing is, that I am BPing everyday, not because I am hungry or because I have an urge, I am making myself BP!
The thing is, I feel like I cannot function unless I BP. Like yesterday, I ate my 3 meals and I felt like I was going to pass out. When Iwalked around I felt dizzy, and I just couldn't even lift my arm up. Thats how little energy I have without Mia.
Today I have a circuit training class, and I was not hungry at all, but I BPed so that I can have enough energy for the class. Is there anything physically wrong with me that makes me so tired? Is there a way to get energy without all the food? This is getting tiring, and I feel now like I don't want recovery because it is so scary to me to be with no energy.
The thing is, I feel like I cannot function unless I BP. Like yesterday, I ate my 3 meals and I felt like I was going to pass out. When Iwalked around I felt dizzy, and I just couldn't even lift my arm up. Thats how little energy I have without Mia.
Today I have a circuit training class, and I was not hungry at all, but I BPed so that I can have enough energy for the class. Is there anything physically wrong with me that makes me so tired? Is there a way to get energy without all the food? This is getting tiring, and I feel now like I don't want recovery because it is so scary to me to be with no energy.
Being tired is part of recovery at the beginning. It's something you have to work through. You also need to be eating and keeping down enough food to give yourself energy.