Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
If you don't, it could prgoress into an eating disorder like bulimia [something I have]. It takes a great toll on your health, mentality, relationships, school, work and life.
To fit the criteria of being a bulimic, you need to binge and purge [one or more of the following: throw up, abuse laxatives or diuretics, excessively excercise, fast, or restrict] twice a week for three months.
Even when not diagnosed the actions you describe can progress to cause serious physical and emotional harm.
You need to look for what is causing you to do this.
and it will not help you lose weight...
please try to stop...
I will tell you what it will do: It will ruin any chance at a social life, make it impossible to have any energy and leave you exhausted, destroy your body (teeth decay, gum recession, ulcers, pancreatitis, electrolyte imbalances leading to seizures/stroke/heart attack and ultimately DEATH), and in the end, you will be no closer to feeling better about yourself.
Please listen to the words said in my post, and in everyone else's posts, and see a therapist NOW. Don't allow this to go on for another week, month, year, and beyond. It can and WILL kill you.