So i've been telling one of my cousins from my dad's said that i have an eating disorder and she told me that she told her two sisters that i have an eating disorder and they're both shocked. She also recently replied to my text that she feels like what i'm doing is just a way of getting attention. and i'm not doing it for attention, it's actually a cry for help. and i feel like the boy who cried wolf. and i've gotten into a really bad relapse and i've been binging and purging for the past few days. i honestly don't know what to do anymore... i feel like no one trusts me and my close friend hasn't been texting me for 3 weeks so i have no idea what's going on and i feel like shit all the time. Whenever people tell me that i am pretty or beautiful i don't believe them. I want to love myself.
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