Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I have been remaining positive and trying to pull myself out of the relapse, have only realized that this relapse is a problem - was in much denial until 2 days ago. Isn't in funny how our ED can make us think that "it's okay to do this, you're not sick!" when we could be very well dying inside?
So, yea, I did engage in behaviors. Felt like absolute crap because it is another holiday in my ED history that I will remember what food was served only because it was spewed backwards into the toilet.
I thought that everyone on the DS for Eating Disorders were just seeking help dealing with their eating issues but have already become recovered. I am however not in recovery....
I did not purge during Thanksgiving...but sadly feel blessed that I got the stomach flu for two days and was put in the hospital. So any weight gained....is now lost.