OK well I am new here and I have not posted anything. The thing is that I have alienated myself from all my friends (most of them fake anyways) and I just have no one. I am married but I mean I need some friends. I wish I had someone who understood where Iwas coming from. There are no meetings here that I can go to because of work and the time conflicts and I just am too scared to socialize. I feel like people around me are immature and just want to party all the time and really have no idea of the bad things in the world. (like ED) What I wouldn't give to just be normal and happy but it seems like I will never be because all I think about is food. all I do is count. I don't have fun doing anything anymore or talking about anything other than those things so maybe its me and not them, but...well, what is wrong with me???!!
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