Okay. I'm new to this site and to getting support. I have been dealing with an eating disorder for little over 3 years now. Some people close to me know about it and they want to help but they just don't know how or don't understand. I feel a lone in this. I struggle every day trying to fight to get better but it takes over. I just feel so disgustingly fat and hate my weight no matter what. I feel like I do not deserve to eat and when I do I freak about how many pounds I will gain. I just feel so lost and alone. Does anyone understand and care?
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