It all started with my husband and I going out to eat. It was a nice sized lunch, but there was cornbread and I just had to have some. I did and told myself it was ok. Then my husband gave me a dirty look and said "Oh great. You gonna throw up now?" I told him how unsupporting he was being by making fun of me and he said that he had every right to. Then we went home...well he did. I went to 7-11 and bought a whole bunch of cookies and sweets. They didn't even taste good and I felt awful because I didn't really want it. It takes so much effort to go through that whole process. Now I feel disgusting and bloated and like a failure. I just don't know what to do and I have to go to my 12 hour a day job tomorrow and I am stressed out about that because I am just exhausted! I wish there was a way to end it all but Idon't want to go down that path again.
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