I don't think I have ever been this emotional before. I am sitting alone just reaching out for someone to talk to. It is like I need support right now. I am losing control. I have B/P's at least 10 times in the past 3 days and I am week and emotional and I just can't bare it anymore. I need a break from EVERYTHING!!!!!! I don't know what to do anymore, I'm exhausted from fighting this monster, tired of hearing shit from my family, annoyed at the roommate situation, and just hating EVERYTHING....wtf is wrong with me :'(:'(:'('::::......I can't handle this anymore... I really can't. I'm losing touch with everything...
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